No More Kelly Belly

This morning when I woke up I didn't think that it was going to be a good day. I woke up about 10 minutes late. It quickly changed my outlook on the day when I was able to fit into a shirt that I have not been able to wear for a long time!! It fits...and it doesnt look uncomfortable...it looks how it is suppose to look! I don't know what I did, but it fits and I look cute today haha. Then I got to work 10 minutes earlier than normal and I went to the vending machine to get my pop tart and I got it for free. It gave me back the dollar that I put in the machine. What a day! I know that I am really excited about something really small, but it is really making me feel good today.

So last night the baby was sick which made me sad. He is with his mom right now since she is staying home. We should have him back in a few days. Last night was my cheat night, I had a piece of pizza and 2 breadsticks, but I couldnt eat it all, really wasn't tasting that good. So I didn't try to finish it off. I felt so gross after I ate it. So whatever I am doing its working. Oh and I didnt work out, but I had good reasons. I can fit in to some smaller clothes!!! Woo Hoo! Have a good day!!

So I am at work and I have reached a stopping point. I have asked my co workers if there is anything that they need help with and I have finished what they have given me. So now I am sitting in front of my monitor. I have read the news I have cleaned my desk. Now my stomach is talking and its hungry. Hungry for the bad things. Something sweet would be nice. Luckly I dont have hate food in my reach so I can't eat it, but I don't even want to think about it. I am going to work out tonight. I have to now since I have written it. =)I have about 30 more minutes then I can go home and not think about bad food because I wont be bored. Wish me luck!

So I woke up Monday morning, the day of my new diet with a cough. A really bad cough like I am about to keel over and give up life. Well I still have it this morning. It's getting better though. So last night was good. I came home after work and the boys were there. We all watched tv for a little bit and I made dinner. I wanted to go for a run, but it wasn't a good idea since I have this cough. But I did watch what I ate yesterday. I went all day with out caffine, drank water all day which is not easy for me. So overall I think that I started the diet out good. I hope that I get better soon.

My husband and I try to go out of town at least once a month to visit some good friends of ours. We usually hang out at their house, go eat some food and have a few drinks. While we were enjoying our selves, I was at the lap top googling Before and After pictures of people that had gone through extreme weight loss. These people set up their own journals, and created forums to document their journey to their weight loss successes or failures. I dont know why but I was taken back for a second. These people didn't have surgery, they just had their own will power and they used these forums, journals, blogs as a form of motivation which inspired me to try it out. Sounds ridiculous doesn't it? Well if it can work for them than maybe it can work for me.

Let me give you a small overview of myself. I recently married the love of my life 6 months ago. Since we have been together I have been comfortable and have let myself go just a bit. I think that I owe it to my husband and myself to be healthy and look the way that I want to look. Sounds easy right? Well, I have a serious issue with weight. I have always battled it. Since I was little I have always danced. I was always the little girl that was a little bit bigger than everyone else. They said that it was how I was built. I struggled with this my whole dancing career. When I was old enough I bought my first bottle of diet pills. THEY WORKED! But I fell into a depression and gained the 25 pounds that I had lost back. Everytime I want to get on a diet I want to go drop the cash to get a magic pill. This time I have to do it on my own so that I can feel better about myself.

This blog will be used to document my journey to weight loss. I hope that utilizing the blog can help me lose the weight. Today I weigh 155 lbs. I would like to weigh 130 lbs.
I will NOT be the FAT wife.